SIck of the Feeling

Sick of the feeling

of hearing words with lost meaning

Tired of waking up in the same exact place

With the mindset of I'm just temporally occupying someones else's space

Continue to try and make things seem like they make sense

But they don't,.....so that was just another wasted moment spent

Trying to piece together the pieces of whats in missing life

It's not all fun and games when you start to see your reflection off a bloody knife

Never falling for what they want us to believe

The sky may be the limit and we are only what we achieve

But I can switch it around,I'm happy now

Married to life for a while but cheat on it with death so who broke the vow

Always trying to make others around me feel their best

Too bad they never know the amount of energy that takes...and all the stress

Sometimes looking towards the future,but time controls us all

fighting away the past is a never ending brawl

I close my eyes....and look up to the ceiling

I'm still alive.....so sick of this feeling