Saturday, May 28, 2011

Love Never Dies....Only People Do

Heard it a thousand times......
Seen it a million ways...
So many hearts left damaged...
In the game of love we play....

No one can ever win...
So in the end we all lose...
Happiness can come as one...
But it's much better when it arrives in two's..

The sky is blue...
The night is black...
Only make sense to keep pushing forward....
No point of looking back...

So much to hold on to...
Even more to let go...
When you close your eyes & search your heart...
I wonder what type of visions,your love will show..

The only thing worth chasing...
Is simply your dreams...
If your chasing love...
Sorry to say...but most likely it will out run you by any means...
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'We all only have a limited time to achieve what ever it is we get out there & get it'

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Dreams Money Can Buy

I guess this is how happiness is suppose to feel,When everybody fake around you no longer feels real...
My heart's made up,but my mind always stay confused......always wanting to win..but at the same time feeling I'm destined to lose...
So pick & choose....pick & choose
you can either help some one reach their dream....or just watch them fail & lose
What do you get when you have a heart of gold?You have people trying to take it from you...but my heart could never be sold..
Wonder if I do this...will anyone ever look at me the same,
But then again why should it matter if the only thing people know about me for simply my name,

A lot of tears left inside,A lot of moments I try to hide,But everything will be ok as long as I have love & god always on my side,
I see too much pain,and I get mad at myself when I cant fix it all,Because in this big mad world...any support at all will help....even if it's small,
I can write my soul out & even give all my love away...But I guess nothing will change the way some people think...guess their minds must be thinking the other way,
Time flies, while waiting for a better day.....ignoring the words you don't want to hear,just because your scared of all the correct thing I might have to say,
Thats nothing but the truth...a lot of us may have the bullets...but how many of us are really willing to shoot.

Not talking about violence,since thats not what I'm about...
Just a lot of people 'talk' and their 'actions'... for some reason never have an equal amount..
I guess they're some Dreams Money Can Buy...heard that from Drake's word of mouth
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Monday, May 23, 2011

Missing..By Kayla Bolton

Everyday I face the day with an open heart,
I'm never disappointed, but I feel like I'm missing something, like an empty cart
I wanted you to be there, I pleaded and it didn't seem to matter
I can't take it; I'm much too lonely and the will didn't seem right
Thinking about it, it hits me and I cry alone at night
Then his words echoe and I know who is real
It doesn't seem like a big deal anymore, and I can control how I feel
I've spent a life time to understand myself, but still I am confused
Every other day you cross my mind and so much reminds me of you
I go on and laugh without you there and I have to remind myself of the things I got to do
I always asked how, but I never asked why
You never gave me answers, you didn't even give it a try
You left me, gave me a heartache, left me to mourn
I stand strong, but my soul feeling torn
How could you do it? I will never understand
Always angry, always aggrevated
Nobody really got along, and we grew apart
The distance was unbelievable,
They were there to pick me up, and I couldn't believe what I'd been missing out
My hope restored and my heart feeling lighter, taking another route
I'm sorry you won't be by my side, I'll be marching on
I'm so happy and it hasn't ever felt wrong
There was many wars, and I'm sorry for the things I'm not
The plans that we made, it wasn't the water we wanted to wade
I'm glad though, 'cause I'd rather take another step without you
I'll always miss you, but we've both got things to do
And my scars will always show and I'll smile when I look back on them
You weren't a dime a dozen, you were a gem
So shine on without me, and I'll continue to shine on without you
 -Written by my friend Kayla Bolton

Friday, May 20, 2011

Stay Strong...

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So I guess one little decision has the power to change everything,
And when your chasing your dreams,no way you can give 50% in order to achieve your have to give everything,
But maybe that's just me thinking from my point of view,
Since nothing in life comes without sacrifice,so just take caution in what you decide to do,
On the right path but ended up on the wrong road,
My heart gives me the missing answers,so I just try to do what I'm told,
To be honest....I never saw this coming...even from a mile away,
I'm really happy it did what more is there left to say.

So much problems we can encounter,so much success we can achieve,
Life is like an empty can become anything you want it just have to believe,
I'm no magician...I don't have any tricks underneath my sleeves,
But what I know is love can sometimes be magic,but magic can sometimes be an like I said,you just have to believe.

I will just write a couple more lines before I let thing poem finally come to an end,
I just hope you hear the truth in my words,or can fully understand the inspirational messages that I sometimes try to send,
The power of happiness has always been inside you,you just have to decide how much comes out & when,
If your reading this,just remember that your still here for a reason,so no more haunting memories of looking back then,
This journey is a long always stay friend*
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Incase you cant read the words in the picture above..this is what it says..
"When things go wrong,as they sometimes will,When the road you're trudging seem all uphill,
And you want to smile,but you have to sigh,When care is pressing you down a bit,Rest if you must but do not quit.

Life is queer with its twist and turns,As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a fellow turns about when he might have won had he stuck it out,
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,You may succeed with another blow.

Success is failure turned inside out,The silver tint in the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,It might be near when it seems afar,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,It's when things seem worst that you must not quit"-Anonymous

Sunday, May 15, 2011

You Never Know

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So before I even start to write,I want you to know that ever since you left...that nothing has felt right,That I wake up everyday with a hope that one day I might see you.....get a call or receive a text,
But that never happens so I'm constantly laying my head on my pillow looking out my window wondering what's next,
I never truly understand who messed up worse...was it you or me?Since when your so high on love,it's hard to perceive the warning signs properly,
You were sending the wrong signals so now only the thought of love seems to bother me,
Now everything is all gone,like I had a garage sale for my heart...and I lost all my property,
How did everything get so deep so damn fast?More importantly where did the time go..and why do I only see you in the past?
In this race of our seemed to finish first.....while I was left only to last....was this the way things were destined to be?thats all I got to ask....

And it sucks that I'm stuck here writing sad poem's at 6:00 am about you & about us,when just the sound of your voice use to give me such a rush,but I guess everything new eventually ,turns old & starts to rust,
So now I'm sitting here wishing that what was love,would of simply been lust...because maybe if that was the case,things wouldn't of hurt so much,then I realize 'having your heart broken' is a part of life that we all got to deal with/learn to adjust...because moving on & searching for the real love of your life is a must,even though things seem so negative right now, never know when negative times,could turn to a plus,lovers are never lovers be-careful who you trust
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Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Before I'm Gone

When the lights come on....tell me who would you wish to see
And when you lay your head on your pillow...who or what do you always dream to be
God gave us eyes.....but we also have our heart's to see
So love with everything you have inside of you...since the best things in life should be free
I have my mind made up that I want to help I hope you feel the same about me
Because there is no greater gift...than to make some one you truly care about happy

We all have our moments when we just wish everything could stop
We all have our times when our highest & brightest star just seems to drop
We all have a day when the sun seems absent and there is nothing but rain
But the day will come when something or someone will show you so much love...that it will temporally numb all the pain
And when you look in the mirror after all these years of going through will finally see the wonderful masterpiece you have finally became

A lot of time has flew by,A lot of people I never told bye,
Many moments where things hit me & I wonder why,...Everyone should try to be the best they can be,since it never hurts to try....Let me just say one more thing before I'm gone....
If you know your doing the right in your one can ever prove your wrong
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Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Never Go..

The Moon Rises....The Sun Shines Away....Your heart sometimes knows the words that your lips want to say...
A cut too deep....A lie told too many times....He never thought you planned to hurt him like that....Nope, He never saw the signs..
A bit of laughter....A bit of joy.....Sad to see how some people like to play around with 'Love',then throw it away like it's a old broken toy..
One man's trash.....Is another man's treasure.....You should never be put in that first category & I hope you remember that forever...
I see too much 'Hate'....and not enough 'Love'....Tired of hearing of those people suffering...wish life had a I could pull the plug..
They say everything happens for a reason....So I hope thats true...With every poem I let my guard down..So that I can be closer to you..
How close is too close....How far is too far...A lot of people might try & tell you other wise...but most likely your beautiful just the way you are..
Im not sure how long I will be here....Or when I will have to go...But my heart is always on this page..and thats one thing that will never go..