Sunday, July 20, 2014

Waiting For You..


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Will you ever see, that I'm waiting for you..
The wind whispers your name,and the clouds spell it out too..

Yesterday has come & gone..
Why have I waited for you so long..

I stare at my window,I gaze at my clock..
All I see is old couples holding hands,I desire a love like that,
One that will never stop..

I see your face everywhere I go,no matter where I look..
It seems that along with my heart,my sanity is also something you took..

So when will you see,that I'm waiting for you..
They say love is blind,but even then, all I'll ever see is you..
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Monday, July 14, 2014

Clear View..

Clear View...
I don't think you'll ever realise…what great beauty I see in you..
Yeah, the others might see it by your flawless appearance,but I admire you from the inside too,
Even if I had a chance..I wouldn't change a thing
You make me wish I was an artist like Banksy or preferably have a voice like The Weeknd so I can sing…
But I don't possess those wonderful gifts..so all i can do is write to you..
Yeah everyone can see just how amazing you are…I just hope one day you'll see it too.

I hope one day you can see it too.

Sunday, July 13, 2014

Flare..

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I'll listen to you when no one else cares..
Fill you with courage,while they do their best to just demolish your dreams with fears
I’ll be a shoulder you can cry on..I’ll even help wipe all your tears
Because I’m experienced enough to know how much life can damage you in such a small amount of years
I've been around those demons that they call our peers
When you're crying for help,and the bullies are the only ones who hear
It crazy to know how long we take to develop,but just like paper we tear
But in the midst of all agony …you’ll be that needed flare
To go higher than you've ever been before,to show that even through all darkness..you’ll still glare
I promise to never leave your side..I’ll always be there..
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Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Thoughts From A Lover..

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As I lay in bed..all I can think about is you 
I want you next to me..
I want to see your pretty smile..
I want to see your hair bounce the way it does..
I want to hear you giggle the way you do..
I want to feel you close to me..with your heartbeat against mine..
I want to look into your eyes like never before..
I want to caress every part of you 
I want to taste you on my lips..
I want to smell you on my skin..
I want to see you happier than anyone else..
I want you to be able to do anything you’d like to do..
Yes, I want all of this….
But most of all…I just want you.
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Sunday, June 22, 2014

Wait..

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Looking at the most beautiful image I've ever seen
But you're so far away from me..so I have no choice but to look at my computer screen
A picture of you on my background
It speaks to me so fluently,without ever making a sound
I guess somethings we can't explain
Our love will get stronger,if it doesn't stay the same
About 12 hours away by aeroplane
We're still on the same level though,and that will always remain
They say the best things in life are worth waiting for..
I'll be waiting even after our after life and more

With you..I can see the brightest star..
With you..It isn't about shoes & cars..
With you..I can heal my deepest scar..
With you..There is no question..I know exactly what we are

In this hotel room,half way across the world
Without a doubt,for you I would give up half of the world
A matter a fact,I'll give up the whole thing

The time is ticking,I didn't see it running out
Now everyone is panicking,they feel so lost without
Who they are,and what they were promised they would be
They always promised us freedom,but even with no strings attached,we were never free
It wasn't suppose to end this way..it was suppose to be you and me
But you didn't wait...what a catastrophe
So I disappear,no facebook,no blogspot,no one can hear from me
You didn't keep your word,you didn't wait..no it's only me

I wake up to find it was only a bad dream
From cold sweats & clammy palms,it was realer than it seemed
It's easier not to fall in love,at least that way you won't get hurt
But what I'm I saying...love is what makes it all worth
12:52 am,I should really get some sleep
Don't tell anyone about this..promise this is a secret you will always keep
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Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Runaway.

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So now your some where you don't want to be..
You feel unappreciated by the lack of love you receive..could it be
That maybe it's only you...maybe you're all alone
Maybe you get all the newest gadgets & clothes .but you still feel no love at home
You just want to go outside to feel alive
But nobody wants to play anymore...everyone is more fussed with what kinda of car you drive
And you just want to hide...
Hide like everyone else does..behind their big ego's and pride..
And show off all their nice things..shine for their Instagram followers and flash all their diamond rings
But truth be told..those things are really worthless
There's nothing in this world you can buy to make the pain hurt-less
Maybe it'll fade for a moment or two
But until you accept it and move on...the darkness of that shadow will always follow you
So walk in the light...believe in yourself and stand tall no matter at what height
You have to be at peace with yourself and know that you can make things alright
I've seen the darkest days...and felt the coldest nights
But no matter how bad you feel like giving up..promise me you will always fight
Your dreams might feel light years away..but so are the stars..and they're still in sight

Something about you..something I will never forget
Even if the karma is never returned..I will never regret
So I hold you high..and I hold you close
Hold you close to my heart..giving you all the love I can possible give..hoping you don't overdose..

So now you're somewhere you want to be..
Some one's finally discovered your true worth..and realised loving you,is better than any alternative destiny
So it's not only you...you were never alone
You no longer need any gadgets..because love is the greatest thing you can own
You two sit outside...stare at the world passing you by..feeling so alive
You take a bike ride to the park instead of going for a drive
Now you don't have anything to hide
The Instagram followers are gone..and so are the diamond rings
There was one thing you could buy to make the pain hurt-less
Buying the idea that to finally be happy..first you must remove anything that's toxic to you..basically anything that helps less
And in this one moment or two..
You're happy you choose to runaway..from the people holding you back..only to run into a better you..
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Wednesday, May 7, 2014

Days of Days..

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I saw something in the shadows..
It kinda looked like the old me..
I gazed a little deeper,saw a reflection of the past..
Interested in all the little lessons I (from the past) might show me
You see, what we perceive about ourselves isn't always true
We aren't overweight or too skinny,
We often treat our bodies brand new
It might sound corny,
But most of us are perfect just the way we are
Even with every bump,scratch or scar
I've seen days filled with hate
And not enough love
Days where everyone needed a true friend to make them smile
Or simply just give them a real hug
When we spend time with each other
We really need to take it in
Be around the ones..who never judge you
And let you express those feelings and emotions you always feel like you have to hide within
There's not enough days to be a copy
So be who you're meant to be
Don't be like everyone else trying to be same..go be somebody else..

I hear you talking..but really what are you trying to say..
I received a call from my Aunt,saying today her dad passed away
I tried to continue talking,but I didn't really didn't know what to say..
You can have the tightest hold on things..but some still things will manage to slip away..
Now she's flying to JA,if only I could be there for her..and let her know everything will be okay
That call made me think about my dad,
He's been trying to reconnect with me lately,but I'm so content with how things are..does that
make me bad?
I hope not,wishing all the bad parts of me would wash away
We've all had those days,where we've felt totally alone & all the ones who truly cared
have been washed away
But they're still here & so are you
The best days of your life haven't happened yet..
Yes, how that last line above is so true..
And in the end they realised..it never really mattered who was always right and who was wrong..all it came down to..was who truly tried doing the right things..and who would help,try undo all the wrongs..
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