Thought of you

So, where do I begin?

everything started out so wonderful between us,you were my best friend

but that once in a life-time bond seems to vanish now & I don't want it to end

So should I keep pulling on this never ending rope?

Or will it be safer to cut all ties.....and along that all our future hope?

Never doubted us....only doubted me

But when your in so deep...the deepness is all you see

Nothing remains clear....your heart & mind fight a losing battle

We means which ever side wins...leaves part of you in despair

But I still care......which seems to be my mistake

I guess only the realest things in life....always seems to break

While the fake things seems to last forever......or at least thats what they think

Might as well threw my emotions for a spin....in the washer & dryer because more & more it gets worn out & only seems to shrink

Lord as my witness,I always did my best

Still remember my graduation...you were that pretty yellow dress

And now every thing a mess...are we over forever.....

or are we just taking a little time out....Guess I'll call this poem 'Recess'

Life is now back in session....Told my self a million times to learn my lesson

But I never seem too...why only after we have heard all the lies....things start to seem true

The distance between us grows....and grows.....but somehow