No Room To Breathe

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"the more you care,
the more you have to lose"

This was never fine..you have no idea how much I despise the time
The times when I'm ready to go...and the times I'm ready to leave
I sometimes have to choose sides of either being closer to you..or just giving you some room to breathe
Happiness & Love seem to be the only two things I want...but can never achieve
All these emotions & thoughts that I always have to relieve
Everybody expects so much from me...I just need some room to breathe

I'm suffocating...and it feels like I'm losing me
But the confusion of love...just keeps bewildering me
What will I be?When I'm dead & gone..will anyone even remember me
They always tell us to follows our hearts..but it's so dark & cold now..it's something I can't even
see
I see everything...Just I choose when to talk & when to be quiet
It's times like this when I feel my brain & heart might start to riot
Since they never agree...I told you in the other poem....They want to lock you up forever girl...
But I'm just trying to set you free

What else should I say...I just really want to forget everything & move on with this day
Working 7 days a week...I guess the military feels that's ok
Hopefully I'm doing this all for a reason..hoping I'm being lead down the correct way
Now when I'm around certain people...I don't have much to say
Drake said the 'Good Ones Go' so it makes perfect sense why I'm always the one who seems to go away

I'm here...but I'm gone
It seems the right feeling for me is always wrong
Writing the words...the least you can do is sing along
When I held your hand...It felt like I had the whole world in my palm
Just for those couple of seconds
Could never get enough of you...I would always ask for seconds
Our time always goes by to fast
To be happy,I'm always searching through the past
Because at the present..I'm alone....did you even have to ask?
Your the kind of person who people only dream about meeting
They could fall in love with you from a single greeting
I speak like I know...How far will this go?
Do all the things you never thought you could
Make the people looking up to you proud..like they know you would
How much longer can I last?
I'm still holding my breathe...running out of everything I need too fast
Holding my breath when it comes to you..hoping I didn't let our moment past...

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"I would like to try your clarity...
Love is the only engine of survival"
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Only If You Let Me..

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'Nothing Can Bring You Peace But Yourself'

Dealing with some stuff you can never understand
It's like I keep flying & flying but I don't know how I'm gonna land
What would you do if I put my heart in your hand?
Because I'm scared of being washed away...
like footprints by the seashore getting washed away by the water by the sand
I'm vulnerable,but still prepared for the worse
When it comes to love,it feels like my brother and I have developed a curse
So I no longer hope...I only dream...
Dream with me,let's do this together
For better or worse
Or never worse is better
I want it to go away...I want it to never come back
Finally free,finally me,wondering what this life will be....

I didn't plan to be gone this long...
To be honest I just wanted to prove everyone wrong...
And with that.... me losing everything came along...
But I wont ever give up....So I need you to stay strong....

I will always be here...when no one else is there
I will feel for you...when no one else is willing to care
We all get that feeling that we sometimes don't belong
We all get that feeling,but we really do belong
Listening to what people tell you...but they may be wrong
But like I said..I wont ever give up...So I need you to stay strong
And those friends...I suggest you let them go...
Because life is about loving others..and that's obviously something they don't know
They only say hello...when you say hello
The real will stick...and the fake will fade below...
So just let them go...
Sometimes we let things or people go too far...
But at the end of the day,when you look in the mirror..
Are you truly happy with who you are?..

The world we live in is so twisted,its hard to live wrinkle free
Everyone is eventually forgotten,so I leave this behind so you wont ever forget me
And I want to save you.....but only can if you let go of your fears ....and let me....

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Mercy Me/Touch...

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Me and you can't ever be,why is that something I can never see
Blind to the fact,I couldn't tell
You may be an angel...but I bet they have angel's in Hell
Like I'm a prisoner to your love...but I'm sadly happy in your cell
These questions of what will be...these questions always dwell
I hope your prepared...Always be prepared for the farewell

Why couldn't I be like the others...Why couldn't I be like the rest
Like the type of guy...who would never give a girl like you his best
But instead...I put myself through this stupid life test
That I would always try and make things right..no matter how deep the mess
So I'm cleaning...and I'm cleaning and its worse what I find
That's just who you are...I wasted all my time
I wish my heart was in my back...So I can put all this love behind
And forget this poem...I dont even want to rhyme

It is easier to love, than to be loved....

This is where I am...and this is where I stay
I find myself a victim...for caring every single day
Soundsofmywords is the only way...I know how to put all these feelings away
I put them out there for the world to read
Because that sense of knowing your not alone is what we all sometimes need
The ones who are heartless...one cared to much
But the ones who are touchless...are the ones who need a touch

a touch of hope,a touch of help
a touch of compassion,a touch of hope
a touch of life,a touch light
a touch of love...and a touch
that maybe someday,someone will come
and love them right...
A touch that someone...will some day love & treat them right...

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Thinking About

"Fall In Love When Your Ready,Not When You're Lonely"
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I want to cry my eyes out...I think I really should
I want to do all the things...that they say I never really could
Crying because I'm happy...not crying because I'm sad
Living proof that you can always make it with one parent...just my mom...no dad
I pray for those...who have it bad
And I wish I could give you...all those little important things you never had

Haven't been to church in a while...so I ask that you pray for me...
Been away for so long...missing the one who use to care for me...
My heart goes out to the ones who still are there for me...
I'm sorry things are like this...and I promise you will soon hear from me...
Nowadays it feels like so many people want a piece of me..
But it's hard to figure out..do they even deserve a piece of me..
I can be happy alone...because I've finally found the peace with me..

After a while...
You start seeing people for who they really are..
And not just who they pretend to be..
And life could be such a wonderful place...minus all the misery
Do better than ok...Do more than say 'Hope you have a great day'
Make sure they have a great day..Because there are some good hearts out there..
They are just waiting for you to lead the way
Lately I haven't had much to say...I just hope your doing better...better than ok..

You never really know someone...
Until you've seen them during their darkest times...
And I still believe in a higher power...even though I've seen the darkest signs
Your life is a song...only you make up your favorite lines
What are you waiting for??Get out there and go find...

What are you thinking about...
Is it love?hate?power?respect?pain?
I understand that not all of our lives will be the same
But you can over come any challenge, we can all win at this game
The Only Thing I Fear...Is Failure..
And The Only Thing I Love...Is Love..
No matter where you are now...Just don't think about it
And move beyond and above...

"Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions.
Small people always try to do that,
But the really great make you feel that you,too,
Can become great."-Mark Twain
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Either Way...

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People like you....don't usually exist
Usually after a while of us being broken...we usually switch
Switch into the game...and switch into the lies
But you haven't done that..your heart still tries
And my heart still cries
As I start to wonder....if Love ever really dies
Maybe it does...maybe it doesn't
But I would hate to think something was dead...which really wasn't

They don't want you for you...
How sad but so true
Something about you....that I've never found before
But I want too keep you a secret like something no one has ever found before
Because if they saw what I see...they would want you too
But not the way I want you...because my heart always stays true
To seeing your smile and hearing your voice
It's obvious that you will be the perfect choice...

No love story is perfect,and that's ok
Life is a journey...and if it never happens...at least I met you along the way
Thinking about you for the most of the day
You make my feelings pour out...is what this poem is trying to say

If I could pick you or the sun....
My world would be dark,but yet still be bright
Because a star is best seen shining...along with the darkness of the night
You said my hands are soft...well so is your face
And we've both been waiting on that special someone... to finally fill that empty space

They might not understand...and that's perfectly fine
Love has no limit..and doesn't worry about time
Having daydreams at night...if you will ever be mine
I'm ready when you are...girl just show me a sign...

Either way I still care...


Either way I'm still here...

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Set You Free..

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Where we are today....Isn't where we will be tomorrow
I'm sorry if he told you all those lies...and filled your life with all that sorrow
If I could...I will take all the pain away from your heart..and leave it in mine
Because you would of never known a thing called pain...if you were mine
The time is ticking...but who cares about the time
You can go ahead and give up but, life is all about trying
You need to know how special you are
You need to see how rare you are
You can feel the mix of love & heart..embedded in my scar
And when it comes to you...there will never be too far
The world is sick,the people need love
My heart is crying,all it needs is love
Rescue me...or let me rescue you
Lets fall asleep together...and let our hearts bond for as long as they need too
I'm in a dark room,but I can see everything perfectly fine
Love has no boundaries...so we can never cross the line
You speak of things I wish I could erase
Seeing the hurt built up over the years in your face
Makes me wish I could just take us to space
You just need someone worthy....someone who is worthy to fill his space
My heart is talking...I'm just typing
We can always see each other....our hearts are forever skyping
Don't listen to what they say...things don't have to be that way
Leave it up to me...and I will make sure your ok
Before the sun falls...and its another day
I will play all the notes for you...that you need me to play
Whats more important to you...your body or your heart
Why would you even give them a choice to have either from the start
To valuable for regular eyes to see
To special to be with anyone less than me
They want to keep you locked up forever...
When I just want to set you free***
I could write forever...but sadly it wont bring us together
And if we were birds..I would give you all my feathers
So when I die...I could at least know you will be warm & better
On my little tombstone...asking 'When did my love stop for you"
And the answer will be short & simple " Never"

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Runaway....

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Help me reach where we are suppose to go
Show me somethings that no one else would show
Tell me things they don't want me to know
But most importantly..no matter how long I'm away...
Just never let me go

And it takes me alot just to write these words
Love is so rarely spoken...so it's never actually heard
People say I love you everyday
But actions speak louder than words..so what do they really say
Sometimes the lover loves one so much...that they choose to look away
But they come face to face with the same problem they love at the end of the day
So I ask you to be honest with yourself..if I may
Because all your lies...are gonna make that one person..finally runaway

Take today and make a plan
Your the pilot of your own dreams..so you decide when you want to land
What you feel inside...no one can take that from you
And no matter high up they seem...no one will ever be put above off you
They might try to judge you...and say things behind your back
But jealous is just love & hate at the same time...so kindness is something many people lack
Move forward...and never look back
Since the slightest distraction could knock you off track
Speak from the heart & say whats true
Now instead of running away....all the broken hearts....
Start to run towards you
I just hope we can all learn to not overuse or misuse those three powerful words of...
I Love You

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The times have changed,and it's a brand new day
We all have two choices...to run towards our dreams...or simply walk away
Keeping our hearts close to our chest,but still throwing our bodies around
Doing that is basically going down a one way street...and its only going down
So take care of yourself,you are worth so much more
Love doesnt start with the body,it comes from the core
Meaning it starts with the heart...
You can get closer to someone emotional....or physical just get ripped apart
Think before you do...they all talk the same game...but it isn't anything new
Sometimes they might feel like theres no other way
But you will eventually get stronger,and you will make all your problems someday just runaway...