Unthinkable

So this is the unthinkable,so I wont think,just write
Always before I sleep I still worry about whats your last thought at night
Like if your happy & everything is ok
I know I promised you the world but not everything works out my way
Now I don't know which way to turn
Since me going left might end up being right....but me being right means someone gets left
But I guess these are the moments that teaches us how to learn
Trust just means we hope that all our secrets & promise's get kept.....

Trying to look beyond what they don't want me to see...
I see living in this world & doing exactly what they want us to....as a prison...while following your heart and doing you ....as being free
But you don't have to listen to me....
You can follow all the signs down the road,and hope they lead to your happiness
Or you can make your own mark on the road and create your own joy & happiness
Everything gets pasts me sometimes...Sometimes I don't know whats going on
And if nothing is going right....I know if I'm with you.....anything can't go wrong

Hear me out....just one more line
They say time is money & money equal's time
but where do we belong in that equation?thats what I'm trying to find
Money isn't everything & the time will eventually stop
So you can save all your money,spend you time wisely
Two things you cant control are....
When you want to love someone....and when you want to not

Sound of Life

It's never fair for all.....only for a few
We all get chanced with a certain option...but mostly never know what to do
& even when we think we're right.....thats never the case
The world is moving to fast & I'm just trying to keep up with the pace
Since,if your standing still you get left behind
Be careful what you search for since you might not like what you find
It's a scary place to be,but even scarer to be alone
Nothing always shaded in black & white....started to see a different tone
But speak to me...I'm always here
Never let them walk over you like some kind of stair-way
Even though we climbing up further & further everyday
But I got a problem with the solution so how do we fix it?
It's broken & missing so should we still try & fix it?
Hearts,feelings,peoples lives are all thrown around
I must be getting the silent treatment from everybody......
Since I still don't hear a sound

Until I Get There

Every day has to start with the sun,

While every night has to end with the moon,

Every person eventually has to leave,

While one waits to see them soon,

Hard to tell you what I don't know,

Harder for me to read the signs when you wont show,

Easy for me to just sit her & give up,

Easier for you to just stick with your people who you never want to give up,

Nice when things are back to normal for a week or two,

Nicer when the world is full of lies but we keep it true,

Lost when I cant see right what's in front of me,

Found out that it's maybe me thats blocking me,

But we all see what we want to see,

Hear what we want to hear,

Love how we want to love,

And break rules when we cant play fair,

It's up to you though...Tossed up in the air,

I guess I will just keep walking.....

Walking until I get there

Rocketeer

So we're stuck down here
but thats not where we wanna be
I want to fly high
not alone though...you & me
So can this be?
Fact or Fiction?Dream or Reality?

But eventually we will get there.....to a place nobody else can achieve
Then we will stay there....forever and ever...never have to leave
I'll be your eyes...and you will be my tears
I'll be the month while you be my years
We are out of this world now....So we wont even have to care

What they say.....And with you everyday felt like a new one
And with out you it feels like...yeah the days keep on ending....but never really actually begun
Since I'm stuck here in this place I don't wanna be
But he is there next to you...so I wonder what God has against me?
Maybe he knows when we are together...nothing can pull us down.....zero-gravity

And you always wanted to see the moon...And what I say when you asked me...I would Always Promise You We Will Real Soon,But It Seems Soon Has Turned To Later,And Later Has Turned To Maybe,And Everything Has Turned Crazy,Always Wanted The Chance To Thank Your Mom & Dad For Giving Birth To Such An Amazing Baby.....And Even A Greater Lady....But It Seems Like Now You Have Escaped Me...And Now I Wanna Escape Me....But In This World There Are Only One Way In & One Way Out...No Escape Key....Days Are Getting Longer Now....Waiting On Someone To Save Thee...And I Guess Thats The End Of It All...Since All Good Things Come To An End.....Sadly But Eventually....

Footprints in the Sand

A very profound moment......somethings need to said..........while others left un spoken
A very depressing time....all of the doors seem to be closed........ but how to know which one to open?
Having a key doesn't mean it will fit the lock
Having a watch on your hand.....makes you able to be aware of the time passing....but you can never truly stop the clock
And if you could......would you do good or evil?
And the power of power always turns good people towards evil
Another death equals another birth.......or is it another birth equals another death
Another two wrongs don't make a right......but what happens if those two wrongs came from the opposite of left
So now I took you for a spin....in this life your either in the from the beginning or out till' the end
So even if you had everything you ever wanted plus more....what would be the purpose of life then
We got to struggle for what makes us happy,thats what makes it all worth it
We got to overcome these stereotypes & stigmas that say we're not worth it
All we have is each other...so lets make the best of it
All we do is destroy each other it seems....so lets put a rest to it
Tired of being awake and not knowing what to do the next day
Tired of trying to tell myself that maybe life was meant to be this way
Playing the cards I was dealt.....no trying to cheat
Playing only to win all the time....means the the fun of the game gets beat
Losing is not acceptable ....its not an option is what they preach

Losing is what makes winning so amazing.....think about temporally losing all your worries & winning all the joy & excitement one can share with their family & friends while playing on the beach

Winning Moment

I always write to you....but will you ever write me back?
When my feelings are all in the open thats when I feel most vulnerable for attack
But I trust in you....so I hope your trust in me
Love is like air since we don't see it but need it to set us free
Can never be measured...but only felt
And will always wash away any pain that has been dealt

Everybody is different,Everybody is new
Some truth leads to lie's,While some lie's seem to be true
And no matter what you do
Just love every second you have
Vanish ever second your mad
Since every moment wasted on a frown
Influences someone else to be sad
And I will always be around
Love is quiet...no need for a sound
Since it is felt not heard
So I can eliminate 'I love you' since I don't need those words
Just need your hand...to hold mine & never let go
Call you my pretty little flower that never got sunlight but still proceeded to grow
Since beauty is in the eyes of the beholder
I learn to appreciate the little things in life,the moment I got older
So say what you have to say....love who you want to love
We are already on the ground...so why not try to move above
Above the influence thats right
Lay your pretty little head on your pillow & stare out your window to see the moonlight
Then you get that calming feel in your soul...and you know your alright
Thats a moment I wish for everybody & anyone
Seems like we lose and lose everyday...so just wait and see...the winning moment just begun

When I'm Gone

So these thoughts of leaving life come and go sometimes,
It's like my whole body's gone deaf all I comprehend are the signs,
Dont close the curtain but leave open the blinds,
You shouldn't treat one person nice...and the other person unkind
Since true love is hard to find
I'm steadily thinking out the box & thinking out my mind
 Give every person two hands....give every person some time

Not here for long,I never I'm
Sorta like a footprint ....that I'm leaving in sand
I'll be washed away....sooner than later
Just remember that I use to love writing these words on paper

Seems like it's the only talent I ever had
And you know..........you know your the best I ever had
So when my heart stops beating don't be sad
Because I feel the afterlife is peaceful...while this world we live in drives us mad
Try my best to subtract all the negativity that those people seem to add
When I'm gone....I'll be able to watch over you & protect you....
So don't worry my little angel.....Be Glad