The Coolest

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Destruction all around me,that's all I ever see,and A civil war I can never win because my soul's the enemy,

to live another day,is to fight another,wanna die a peaceful death,don't wanna suffer,

but I need so protection like a kid with his blanket hiding under his cover,I never liked to read but know its still smart to never judge a man's history from his cover, first appearances always lie and people always dress up,practice their winning lines at home and get their lies in order so they don't mess up,so if this was a contest,you would probably win,I just wanna love,but you just wanna sin....and sin some more,I try to open up the gift to life just to see what it has in store,but everything is too high priced,I cant afford to even eat,they start to act like they lost diamonds in a rice,because everybody is so greedy,i don't have a clue,and I'm sick of this shit guess I caught the world flu,but put it back down then pick it back up,Riding life with no handle bars,I guess I should helmet up,so I'm starting to lose it,please bring me back home,this ain't no E.T,but we riding all the way home.....

So verse two,need a new me and I need a new you,how so much better of I would be if everything I knew was true,but its not and I can accept it,just call it Visa MasterCard cuz that shits always accepted,but we're expected to do this and do that,wtf they want us to do next pull some damn bunnies out our hats?50 once said "death gotta be easy cuz life is hard,it will leave you physically,mental and emotionally scarred"So I got the bruises cant you tell?The arena down that path may of been sold out,but I'm one who will never sell,so give back and you should receive,everybody goes for what they want...instead of what they need...but the earth is dying,look at it's plead,they rape out all the worlds natural resources that it can no longer bleed,but greed is colorblind so they couldn't even see the blood,I guess they get blind-sighted by the money while their in there million dollar mansion when people are dying every second like they joined some suicide club....

Verse 3 now,I'll make it  a little more safe,cuz we're almost home now just one more base,so one more chance for me to tell,is that victory in the air,or is that defeat we smell?either or,win or lose,red pill or blue pill...theirs no going back which ever color you choose,so if the past is forgotten then history may repeat itself,so that means we remember all the pain we endure and constantly remind ourselves,don't make sense,somebody let me know,I think my soul just leaked out too much on this poem...i think its time to go.

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Take Away Your Pain

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Sometimes I wish I could see the world through someone else's view,
just to experience if the things I see are really true.


Sometimes I wish I could be the release of someone else's pain,
to know they benefit some kind of happiness,would be my ultimate gain.


So will we someday achieve life after death,
to finally see if the promise of God,Jesus & The Bible will be kept.


Someday we will all have to say goodbye,
No more blood,no more tears,just the clouds left in the sky.


One day you will meet that special him/her,and your heart will start to beat,
and you wont have to ask yourself"Is this the one".No,they will look you in your eyes and tell you
your the one...I.....Want...To....Keep

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I Think She Knows

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Sometimes it's best when things aren't perfect,then at least you know it's real,I'll give you my heart so that you can know how my hearts feels,but we're going in circles like some kind of love wheel,and I would ride with you until the wheels fall off,I just want to keep us going,no such thing as falling off,so we're buying tickets,going back & fourth,they say time is precious but spending our moments together has no price but worth,only emotional value,which is something they cant buy,

I always told you,you would be the only apple of my eye,so before I die,I will sing for you,forget the mockingbird,i'll get a ring for you,or even two,any amount,send you so much love,you don't have to count,
but what will I do,when our time is through?will our oovoo's be enough & our I Love You? our x's and o's,nobody knows,but I think she's should...We may be apart for the moment..Leave you forever...I Never could?

   So I could stop there...but I care too much...why is life moving so fast?I see no rush,

rush for what?say our goodbye quicker?seems like our window of opportunity gets smaller while our chance for failure gets bigger,but that's not a joke,so nobody should laugh,who cares where the road signs lead us too,we can always make our own path,or leave your own mark,I know your starting to get the overall picture now,you were always so smart,I think she knew from the beginning....but I had to make this time official...no re-run or false start.

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Deuces

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So here we go again....we're back and fourth fighting
I'm the one whose wrong even though I caught you skype'ing
but even through the thunderstorms,I can still see the lighting
so there must be a way out,i must not see it yet
and you could of been the best,you just don't want to be it yet
and I'm always full of love & passion,you just always full of difficult problems & regret
bouncing back & fourth like a game of tennis,but this is game,set....
match,thought we were...but everything in life comes with a catch,
but you didn't care,you just let us fall right past the cracks,
so that why I'm here with this lighter & match,
but I don't smoke but somehow I'm on my tenth pack,
but enough's enough,and what's through is through,
if the shoes fits wear it & what they say is true,
do what you want other's to do back to you,

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The Missing Part

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You can never really see what lies,behind a person's eyes,unless you truly can decipher,the truth behind their lies,and taste/feel the joy behind their cries,I'm not talking about you,I'm talking about my,so take a deep breath, then let it out with a sigh,you just cant keep all the pieces of the pie,for yourself,

that's without none,and all us loner's know that life alone just ain't that fun,the start after who begun,the wondering spirit's,but don't run. start,stop,think & believe,i hear some people saying' don't wake me up,I'm just living my dream',but what's if that's all just a scheme,a way to blind ourselves from the truth,truth be told,good ideas can only grow once they take root
so wake up!you may never know....your vision may not clear all the missing pieces to the puzzle..but your idea may be...the most....important...missing part

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Apologize

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Thinking of joining the air force just for a chance to escape it all,everybody is so delightful when things are going their way..but what happens when things begin to fall?So I ask of anyone...anybody at all...could you save me from my own self-destruction or would it be a beautiful to watch me float around like a leaf changes colors in the fall..So big or small..anything would help...you still think its to early to apologize,your wrong.but thinking about it is always the first step..and the way you treat love is sorta like a pet...you kick it around and call it back when you need it..but guess what,these type of love-inflicted wounds cant be treated...erased or deleted...just forever there,so clear,full of fear,emotions are on ice,and thoughts mentally stripped so naked..so bare...so far away...or was I near...and when your underneath so much..the only things you desperately need is air...so apologize...do it before its to late...I'm not god and I'm not in heaven but I will shut the gates..the gates,the stairways and throw away the key...was it you that showed it,or was the picture  always secretly showing that you weren't meant for me..but I laugh,then I cry,then I laugh again...thought I loved writing poems,but I guess telling stories should be my new friend

Light Up

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You should take a step back and try to look forward to the things you cant see.
We all seem to pay the price for living,but death's seems to be the only thing that can set us truly free
but even that comes with a fee,leaving your loved ones alone without protection could turn out to be your worse enemy
so who should you protect,yourself,me or them
you try to make light of the situation but then the darkness becomes your friend
you start to generate these elaborate thoughts but just when you start to write them down,here comes the end,so what's happen's then? when you try to write a "I'm sorry text' but can find the time to press send,because all of a sudden
you see an attractive person walking down the street and you start thinking that person maybe a 10
but looks would fade eventually after time and heart will always stay
people forget you when you die,no matter what they say
but its not always that way...or is it
why doesn't happiness ever get to stay....why does it only seem to visit~

So I take a hit,I take it to the heart,and it's making me wonder if I playing the game of life smart,
and if I'm even if im acting in the right movie or did God just forget my part,
but if two wrongs don't make a right,then how can some people have un protected sex then get the 'Morning After Pill' then feel relieved like they did right....but where is the light?it must be dark because everybody is acting like they are blind to the fact...but no good deeds go un-punished so don't try to pretend you don't know how to act...

So the lights is on and I can finally see,it seems the past was keeping us locked in,the future is key,
so please don't forget and always try to remember
Christmas is almost here since were in the beginning of December,
cherish everybody you love,because believe it or not,you got a team playing for you...and at anytime..you could lose your most valued member

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