The Song Of Midnight by Nathan Thomas

The song of midnight Cried out, and from that day on,i truly---- Wake up every morning,never changing dreams, and even though its the same,it still plays its trick on me, without me asked to be more open, my tears brought my feelings along, and became a small sea at my feet, The sky doesn't move,it's just the sun that comes and goes, The ground doesn't move either,just those who move upon it….

 The song of midnight Cried out, i truly hate being alone more than anything, From then on i realized what was important, all i need is a tiny spoon to scoop up the happiness, maybe soon enough i could share it with someone, Maybe if i showed more happiness, to those which never express optimism, But even so---- Those like me,sensitive to the cold,gaze upon the stars. 

The song of midnight Cried out, i truly hate being alone more than anything, I hate to go on living completely alone---- all i'd need is that tiny spoon, and someone to share it with-- 

The song of midnight cried out, i truly, truly….lonely…. even if to be consumed by the darkness, i'd stand side by side,to you, so you wont ever go alone,or sing out, whichever one's fine, As long as you're with me….to share it with me

                             -Nathan Thomas

Shining from Afar

I guess a silent answer,is better than no answer at all

having a phonebook full of numbers is just pointless with not knowing who to call

and most of us want the 'wings'.....but all of us just want to escape the fall

it's never fun being at the bottom,never sure what to do

thinking I've hit my boiling point,while watching my problems brew

or maybe thats just my chain of thought,tried to see things through a different view

millions of people living on this earth,but we only truly admire a few

since we started with this amount,its only right that we end with two

Two people,A husband & a wife

lets divorce death,so we may have eternal life

write your wishes down on a piece of paper and tape it to a kite

so no matter what happens to you,at least your wishes can take flight 

and they say aim for the moon so if you miss you can land on the stars

maybe its time to stop focusing on what they have.....and just be happy with whats ours

they can have the fancy life,and drive around all these different cars

fly in different planes & private jets and buy out all the bars

but they can never have,what you got,and thats how naturally beautiful you truly are

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Even with the Sun shining bright.....I can still see you shining from afar

Without a Trace

trying to keep my emotions in a safe zone.....so now when you cross my mind...i just don't pick up the phone
and they say home is where the heart is...so Im a long way from home
So i don't know when I will be back,so please stop asking me that
The only things I know thats true,is that im lost.....and thats the only fact
and remember when you give somebody your all.....there is no promise you will get even half of it back
and when that crap happens to you.....how the hell you suppose to react
so im searching for the answers,searching for the key
the question was would you be mine?but it seems the lock changes shape every time I find the key
nothing never works out,so im always stuck with these new beginnings
super bowl sunday so I guess the bright side of that is at least one team would be winning
but one team also has to lose,worked the whole year just to reach defeat
lets switch it up,find the girl you want to marry,purpose to her,she says yes,you think everything is ok,then she gets cold feet
people always looking at the surface of things,nobody ever wants to look beneath
peel away the layers and all the rough edges and if you find my 'heart' I would give it up for you to keep
but you have to bring some kinda case,since its not in a whole....it's in pieces ....kinda like an irreplaceable shattered vase
and that tattoo is permanent.....those times cant be erased
Guess I finally figured out why I don't look people in their eyes....when things go down....it makes it much easier to forget the face
Im tripping,even though I want to finish the race
Thought I had all the pain I could mentally handle.....but look what you did......just created more space......and when Im gone...i'll be gone forever........fade away.........without a trace

Words I Never Said

The more I try & fight it,the more I seem to lose
The thing about out heart's is,only we can see & feel the pain kinda like an invisible bruise

Don't know whats worse,getting burned mentally or physically,
probably mentally since the pain on being burned on your flesh would fade eventually
And I would know since I got burned when I was little
Joy is so far away,Sadness is so close....why cant I just stay in the middle

So now Im stuck with my thoughts,stuck with my words
I just want to see some action,sick of hearing about the verbs
People always 'say',but never 'do'
Made me a promise to always cherish me,then broke it,now thats something you cant undo

Where do I go....How do I break out

Was searching for love,but seems she's on a different route,

Hoped that things were gonna move up,but just as I expected..... they all went south

So who the hell said I was happy?Because I know those words didn't come out my mouth

You didn't even look around,You didn't even look this way
Maybe better of that way....Because even if you did....I wouldn't know what to say



I'm only human,so I make mistakes
its hard to fit in when your real,in a world where everyone is expected to be fake
and thats no icing,thats no frosting on the cake
I just wrote down some of the words i never said.....
so I hope you can relate.
It's SoundsOfMyWords meets Words I Never Said
at least you will always have a piece of me
even when I'm dead....
I'm sorry...but these thoughts were becoming to loud....inside my head

Lupe Fiasco- Words I Never Said ft. Skylar Grey (Full Song w Lyrics) [Ne...

"I think that all the silence is worse than all the violence
Fear is such a weak emotion thats why I despise it
We scared of almost everything, afraid to even tell the truth
So scared of what you think of me, I’m scared of even telling you
Sometimes I’m like the only person I feel safe to tell it to
I’m locked inside a cell in me, I know that there’s a jail in you
Consider this your bailing out, so take a breath, inhale a few
My screams is finally getting free, my thoughts is finally yelling through"-Lupe

[Skylar Grey]
It’s so loud Inside my head
With words that I should have said!
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said
I can’t take back the words I never said

Memories

Harder to find,but easier to lose
Being the person who you want to be...is a battle none of us should lose

At the end of if it....all we will have is memories
And I hope now or later you will remember me
Because throughout all the negative times I just tried to be bring you positive energy

Always there in spirit,maybe not in flesh
Always give it your all,even when there's nothing left
Never fear anything in this world,not even death
Thats the most peaceful time you have is eternal rest
I Love You so much that those same very words would be what I whisper if I only had one last breath
And remember when times don't feel right,maybe its just the clock thats not correct
It takes time for certain things to work out & thats something we cant control or set
Staring outside my window,looking to the sky wondering what God has in store for me next
Looking at a masterpiece is so simple,while creating it may be so hard & complexed

Thinking about it time & time & over again
That if we were living life as a message....would you be happy with the one you send?
Thought I would have to search all over for someone to connect too...silly thing is...my deepest thoughts ended up being my closest friend....

Time Conquers All

Looked up at the sky....and saw this one cloud smile
I guess it was a little message from the man above ...thats means 'she wont be leaving you...she will stay with you for a while'
True thing is.....something as little as that made my day
Was dealing with some sort of depression that made me feel like to get away from it all....there was only one way
And thats something I dear not say
Lupe Fiasco's 2nd single (Words I Never Said)just got released so thats something you should youtube & press play
But back to my writing,Back to my words
It seems when I least expected them too,Is when the happiest times occurred
Never right to cage something up,clip it's wing....no thats no way to treat a bird
Even worse how we treat some of our own people...birds are meant to fly....we are meant to live & enjoy life so preventing us from doing what we were created to do..... is extremely absurd
I say this a lot but I really wonder what these people think
They always smile in your face and act all fake
but all that smiling changes and soon as your not looking....forget changing with the seasons...people seem to be able change within a blink
The days are long,the nights are longer
Thinking if I let her keep my heart I will be ok or if not....I couldn't be any wronger
But when you have that feeling...Lust~Infatuation~Love...which ever it is...it continues to get stronger
I guess some love the thrill of the chase,while others hate to stay with one...they would prefer to wander
When its all said and done....I just want to be happy with her
and if so how long will the happiness last....this is something I will forever ponder..