Devil May Cry

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They say try to forget,they advise for you to move on

But how do you allow something so right,to be tainted so wrong

Some wait an entire life-time for that one moment to feel alive

But if you don't go out there and get it,it may never arrive

We're all connected in someway

Will the rest wake up and finally realize that one day?

Cherish all the little moments,before they fade away

And listen to your heart,& say the words you've been dying to say

That one person who crosses your mind before you fall asleep

You could be the strongest person around,but when they're around you suddenly become weak

What do your actions really speak of?

Are you really portraying what your really made of?

You might be lost forever,but that's okay

The secret to life,is adapting anyway

Adapt to trust,don't adapt to lust

There has to be a you,before there can be us

We're all searching for something..something we may never find

Why do we shut out our hearts,and allow people to store their thoughts of hate in our mind

I mean,when you think about it..we really are just destroying our own kind

We're able to go buy the most expensive watches,but still seem can't afford to spend the time

On those who really matter,on those who really care,because showing who we really are deep down inside is something that still fills us with fear

So break free..break free

If you can't do it for you,then please do it for me

"It won't be in vain,

To swallow all your pain"

Never give up,Don't allow yourself to ever feel unaccomplished again..

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Flight Of The Navigator ..

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When two strangers automatically connect..

Without saying a word..their communication is perfect

With no worries of what the world holds next

Because the love they share..mirrors all the happiness & joy they choose to reflect

Is this time any different than the one before?

The say love is when your okay with receiving less and happy to give more

Now I drive about an hour to reach to your door

I can finally lock all the ones in the past that weren't so for sure

It's December 23rd,about 4:19 pm

I have so many different goals & ambitions..I look forward to when I finally reach them

I'm reading this book about Buddha,and he said 'Each person must find the truth within his own being'

You are who you think you are..at the end of the day..does it really matter what the rest of the world is seeing?

And when I see you, everything & everyone else disappears 

The time flies by,it's like we've known each other for years

When we talk about our deadline,it brings you to tears

But nothings for certain..so I'll hold you close until you relax and let go of all your fears

It's been a while since I've been able to write

I guess for once..things I finally starting to go right

I did say before..when you start to hear from me less and less

That means everything in my life is perfect or just one big mess

You can hate me for that..or just take me as I am

Threw away trying to make everyone happy,because depending on others is never a good plan

But I do have about a handful that I can count

That no matter how little of any currency I have..I would always be rich in the sense of being a genuine person..that's the most meaningful amount

So I guess I just want to say thanks,

Thanks for being here,thanks for caring

Everything good & bad that happens to me..is what I'm always sharing

You helped open my eyes for the better

All our wonderfully moments together..

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Good People

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There will be few good people in your life..Ones who you know for sure you were meant to cross paths with..Ones who  continuously make a positive impact on you..

Ones who see the bad in you but still choose to stick around..

Learn to appreciate these people..because there will come a time when they can no longer be around..~

You know that person who always tried to tell you the right things to do..

Who when you need a hug or a helping hand..they gave you two..

That no matter how deep in the mud you were..they would help you get through 

You know the person who always put themselves in other peoples shoe

I'm always in my feelings..and I'm learning that's okay

Someone needs to say..all the things we are thinking..but everyone is just afraid to say

I met this person the other day..

And after they told me their story..I started thinking a different way

The type of person you can call at any time or night

That no matter what you did to hurt them,they are still more concern on making sure you're alright

That when your world is so dark and so cold..they become your sun..your warmth and your light

Like the person who taught you how to ride a bike,the most important lesson you can learn..is to remember to always get back up after you fall

no giving up in sight

An ear to let it all out to,a shoulder to cry on

No need for a play list,they know all your favorite songs

When people talk bad about them,you know it's not true

In my head all I can think is..if only they knew the real you

You're something great

No matter how far off the topic is..we somehow always relate

We both know what's real & what's fake

Watch out or the ones who won't help you prepare it,but are only there to eat your cake

Learning happiness is something we can all create

"It's better to be hated for who you are,then to be loved for who you are not"

That's probably one of the most important thing in this poem that I was trying to state..

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Gravity

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You bring me up..

But you still hold me down

You're always still there..

Even when no one else is around

Without you,I would probably float away

I guess I need you more than I think..what more can I say

I'm drawn to you..I'm not even sure why

They say 'seeing is believing' ,I guess that can sometimes be a lie

We don't know what we have until it's gone

Taking you for granted for so long,why is it so easy to do wrong

When will you finally let me go..

I'm not sure if that's really an answer I really want to know

The day you disappear,my entire world will change

I guess when that happens..we will finally understand the word strange

You're one of the greatest things that has happened to me..

I would say your name..but I'd rather mouth it silently

Just want to continue seeing you,move along the journey of life..happily 

I just want to say thank you,thank you for everything

You always gave me so much,even when I didn't give back anything

We lose

But we also gain

We feel pleasure

But we also feel pain

We all live to die

But still some aren't treated the same

We love & we hurt

But in the end will it all be worth?

We give & we take

But at the end of day..decisions are only ours to make 

We may fail

But it's important to try

We cry & we smile

But don't worry about a thing,great thing sometimes take a while

We say hello & we say goodbye

But there isn't a moment,when I wouldn't want to see your beauty in front of my eye

We all have to play this game

But we sometimes lose

Not even gravity can hold you back..

Your destiny is yours to choose..

So be something great

Not matter what they say..it's never too late

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Bed Peace

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Finding peace within ourselves is sometimes the hardest thing to find

We all have those nights where we can't sleep because thoughts keep running through our mind

No heartbreak last forever

Things might break,but that's only for better things to come together

Today might suck,but tomorrow will be better

Would tattoo the entire alphabet for you,yeah every letter

And now things are so strange,the miscommunications are multiplying  

I just want for us to be on the same page

Why won't anyone else express how they really feel

I'm slowly learning how to love myself,maybe now I can heal

Stop caring what people think..

To be honest..most people don't think

Be who you want to be,love what you want to love

Kiss in the rain,play in the mud

Life is about the simple things,we sometimes expect too much

Take your time to appreciate the little things,why are we always in a rush

Likes are cool,but you know what's better

A hug or a gentle touch

So I hope this is touching you..

I always try to run away..but I know that's not the right thing to do

So I'll embrace all the love & the hurt

We're all different, but sometimes the tiny bit of difference can make things work

Only you can say what's your true worth

I only want you to have happy tears,like the moment of a babies birth

Before I end this poem,I just want to say I hope you find peace

We all have something special inside us,it just take sometime to release 

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Gone

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And it's like only this can bring me to a place where I'm calm

A safe haven where no one can see all that I did wrong

A place where I feel I finally belong

The only question I ask myself..is why did it take this long

Tomorrow never comes,it always slips away

Sometimes I wonder if certain people truly believe in the things they say

It really doesn't mean much anyway.. unless they're promoting love or a better way

Been told too many times..to just relax..everything will be okay

Trying to stay away from the norm

They only teach us what they want us to learn

It's like our hearts were meant to be torn

The ones who play with fire eventually get addicted to the burn

And I'm gone..So sorry I'm gone 

In my dreams..you always come along

In a weak society where only the ones with money & power are strong

Looking forward to the day,when the ones at the top are finally gone

I'm going to make some mistakes along the way so don't hate me

Wondering if God took more or less time to create me

How far am I away from marriage & a baby

On this pursuit to happiness..hoping I get there safely

They don't understand..and the probably never will

Most of them don't want anything to change,the believe it's okay to lie & kill

And the doctor's now a days only want to treat you with a shot or a pill

Little do they know,the more artificial things will put in our body..the more we get ill

So much things to change,just so little time

I'm learning to remove all the restrictions that were placed upon my mind

They say everyday there is a secret sign

Leave tomorrow in the future and the past all behind

Sometimes I think she's too good to be true

Learned from the past I'm better off locking up my heart & throwing away the key too

I can't live thinking of what if,so this time that's something I won't do

Seen a lot who are just reckless with their bodies,but I know they're some worthy few

So this goes out to you..

Miserable people will do anything to destroy a good thing

It has nothing to do with you..but who they are within

Some are just uncomfortable in their own skin

Some just belittle others as a sick way to fit in

But what they don't know is in the end they won't win

Because when they look in the mirror,their light inside will be so thin

They won't shine as bright as you

You don't know what you got until it's gone,just thought I should remind you.,.

And I never was good with saying goodbyes

Hate looking people in the eyes

The only ones who know,are the ones who try

Live your life in a way,that you will have no regrets..when it's time to say goodbye..

Goodbye.

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Too Much

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And it always seems like I think about it too much

It made sense that the further I moved away,the more we would lose touch

I got family that I don't hear from,and they don't hear from me

It's like all the love was ripped away from me & my family

We have all these mediums of contact,but none of it really helps

Hate to say it,but the next time we will probably meet will be at a funeral and we won't have anyone to blame but ourselves

My head is always spinning,it's like my thoughts never stop

It feels like I have to carry all the dead weight by myself,without a helping hand it's all just gonna drop

You will probably hear from me less & less

No matter how perfect I try to paint my world,it just always end up in this beautiful mess

It's like there isn't a way to avoid all this stress

I've lost contact with almost all of my closest friends…now a days..I just feel like whose next?

I don't really think the grass in greener on the other side

It's just that sometimes anything it better than being on this side

Tired of hiding all my feelings that are probably in my best interest to hide

I barely ever talk about it anymore..but October is the month my best friend committed suicide 

It's so crazy to think he would be the same age of me

Why didn't he have anything to say to me?

Maybe I was too busy with my others friends,that I failed to see

Now that's one of the things I always have to live with..one of the biggest pains to me

I hate being here,and I hate being there..I feel like I hate being everywhere 

Most of the time I want to disappear,but care too much about the ones that care

After a while we start to see life in a different light..

It seems the news talks more about what's going wrong,than what we can do right
Part of the military but still, some of the battles at home are the hardest to fight..

What do you know about not being able to sleep at night

So far away from home,it would be at least an 8 or 9 hour flight

I just pray that if something ever goes wrong,I will make it home in time to look you in the eyes and tell you everything will be alright

I think about it too much..because I feel like some think about it too less

I don't feel like I signed up for this

I just want to hold you close & give you kiss

But I'm always at work,missing all the important moments someone dear to your heart shouldn't miss

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I'm so sorry this happens so much

I hope at the end of it all,there is still us.

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