Cremation

'I feel I'm strong...I think I'm right...I know I'm wrong'
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When the lights dim down...I always just go back to being me..

All these bright lights & smiling faces...were never no good to me..

There not real...there not true

The only thing I havent found yet...is you

Always making a new list of new things to do..

But what do you do..when you wish your new thing was old,and your old thing was new

Seeing people treat each other worse than animals,it feels like I'm trapped in a zoo

Feeling like this pain is like a tattoo

I can never remove it,no matter what I try to do

The closer I get to life,the more I need to travel with glue

I just keep breaking...and breaking...hows life on the other shoe?

Hopefully its better than me...letting them get the better of me

Please cremation,never let them burry me

I meant to be free like the ashes..I wont ever let them bury me

I just want to burn...burn away

See the look on everybody's faces,hear what they really have to say

You would never know how long I waited for that day

I shouldnt have to apologize if I'm starting to turn your magical bright world to a ugly or dark gray

Just got to be real for a moment...don't really want to be here

It's sad that it's this kind of truth that people never really want to hear

How long can we go on...before some notices this white lie called life is wrong

All of a sudden...I'm in a bad place..

Where any happy thoughts...are the first things to be erased..

Where everything good to me,is gently replaced

Where a bit a joy..even is something I can't taste

Who knows what will happen..if I give up now..and refuse to finish this race

'Now I'm just falling..for ever falling..Don't catch me..let me fall'
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