Expect...

Realized it takes alot more to give...than it does to take

Been giving all my life...now I'm just wondering will I ever get paid back...how long does it take?

Separated whats real from whats fake

giving my love in hope the other person will change...will never again make that mistake

I missed writing to you...so sorry I've been away

Just that I moved from Texas to Arkansas..and I'm just trying to find my way

So much emotions I've tried putting away

Anyways...hows your life been...I hope you've been ok

Because without you...what's the point of me even writing

We all have those demons that we are constantly fighting

Never let them win...your more than beautiful on the outside

and your like an angel within

All the names & faces I wont ever forget

All the hard times throughout life that makes us stronger that we should never regret

The well being for others is something we should always protect

Always love yourself first...your the most important piece to the puzzle..all the needs for yourself

you should never neglect

Keep moving forward...it just takes that first step

Erase the bad...only the good memories should be kept

Praying for the best.but in my mind I always picture the worse

Let you dreams be your doctor...and ambition be your nurse

Get far, far, away

Do at least one thing that makes you happy...every single day

Nothing more...Nothing Less

Looking for the queen...like this is a game of chess

You were always so special..more special than the rest..

Hate to choose favorites...but your probably the best

So beautiful & smart 

you will make someone happy one day

We all have our time for love..it will & has to come some day

Always so much on my mind...why do you think I write so much

It's not about looks or swag...more importantly about trust

Take your time with things...no need to rush

Set your limits...so you know when enough is enough

Been through enough already..hope your happy days are near

Only have one heart...so be careful who and how much you decide to share

Will always be there in spirit...and the sound of my words are always here...

I wish you the best for whoever it is you decide to take next

These words in this poem are my goodbye's what else did you expect...

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