Until I See You Again..

Looking through these pictures Cassita, you were always by my side
You always had a smile on your face,your wings were the only things you could hide
Now I'm scrambling, trying to make sense of it all
You were highest on my list,how did we fail and let you fall
I'm here trying to convince everyone not to be so sad
But I wasn't there to see you get resuscitated three times, I can't even picture it being that bad
But you fought for a whole day,even when all your organs were failing
I've just been in this daze.I can't really comprehend everything our family is saying
You were only 24,with so much live left to live
I made it to 25,I would give you my extra year,that's how much you deserved to live
Every time we spoke,it was always good vibes,
I guess this is 'Until we see each other again' since you know I'm not really good with good byes
Thinking of all the good,even though right now all we feel is the bad
I know we can all agree within the family Cass,that you were one of the best we ever had

I'm guilty of not doing everything I knew I could do
We got so distant because of me,and everything I was going through
But you never held it against me, you were always my sun on a cloudy day
You were always my umbrella on a rainy day
You were always my voice when I couldn't find the things to say
So now I'll speak for you..Thanh will always be family..since he stayed by your side too
Life isn't fair,this is true
We always wait until it's to late..
To send flowers and say I love you..
So I love you, I love you., I'll say it again
They say you're in a better place now..I'll be counting down the days until I get to see you again

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4 My 1..

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Some people settle for less,but I waited for a girl like you. I always promised myself,my search will continue until I find the best..

So now that I found you, you're the one I plan to keep..

With you anything is possible,we could find happiness just by walking down the street..

I want to wake you up..but I'd rather watch you sleep..

I slowly started letting everyone else go..since you're the only one I plan to keep..

Damn, maybe I should be a little bit more discreet ..

But you're the girl I used to always dream about..the girl I never thought I'd meet..

So since you're the girl of my dreams..I choose to watch you sleep..I prefer to watch you sleep..

Sometime I close my eyes just to open them again to see if you're really there..

From day one I was amazed on how much you truly cared..

A love like this, helps me understand why all the other girls before you failed..

A love like we've been together all of our years..it takes me so high..I can look down on Heaven from the first stair..

That's the feeling I get when I'm staring at you..

Vincent van Gough, Pablo Picasso & Leonardo da Vinci couldn't paint a prettier view..

So it's only me and you..you & I..

I promise to always try, feeling like the rest of the world doesn't matter, whenever we stare eye to eye..

One of your tears are worth a thousand years..

For each tear you shed is how long I promise to be there..

Isabell, they could never tell..

How hard I fell,

How much this is real

How much you're my fantasy 

Maybe in a past life you would of been referred to as my majesty

I'm happy you didn't swipe past me..

How did I ever get so lucky? Is a question I always ask me..

And you just woke up…..

They say actions speak louder than words

But it feels like my heart was silent before,but when it connected with yours it spoke up..

And now it talks to me everyday..It doesn't want to be without you anyday..

It's not even Valentine's Day, but it doesn't have to be a special day for me to write a poem for you..

It always feels like Christmas, my birthday & our honeymoon when I'm with you..

We haven't even had one yet,but I'm not stressing it…since I know it would be perfect..

I've been through a lot in my life… but long story short..you make it all worth it

4 my 1…you made it all worth it…

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