Mirrors..

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'When you start helping yourself,you start the process of becoming your own inspiration.
How inspiring are you with yourself?
If your not,why?'

I rarely look at you..
Don't take this the wrong way
But sometimes I just don't know know what to do with you..
All the ups & down..we've been through..
And you'll still here...but my reflection still isn't clear
I can see myself looking back at me..but still not sure if I'm truly there
Because a part of me is always gone
No matter how right...I still feel I was always wrong
It's been about 22 years..and we're just starting to get along
who knew it would take this long?

Things don't happen as fast as we like them to
People aren't as truthful as we would like them to
Love never last as long as we need it to
Death comes too fast as we would want it to
Is it possible to have a mouth that only speaks lies..but
still retain an heart that's pure & solely true
I haven't heard what I needed in so long
A true 'I love you'
22 years..I didn't think it would take this long..

We count the days..but why count the time
I just want to give you my heart..but I need you to promise yours will be mine
Even on the darkest days..a light is somewhere to be found
Love is the loudest,when the mouths are silent..and only two heartbeats can make a sound
I'm never here for too long,someone or something just always seems to send me away
And it always happens..the moment, I think love has found a way..
But I just leave it to God's hands..because I know I'm destined to be okay
I can talk for days & days..but when I'm in the mirror..I just don't know what to say
Waiting for that moment..when all the pieces of this puzzle are there..o that would be the day
We are seeing things eye to eye at the moment...please don't look away
You're all I could ever need..please don't go away..~

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Holding on to a Dream..

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Holding onto this dream..
But I'm not sure what it really means..
It seems our feelings keep getting lost in between..
Of course we all have eyes..but just how many of us are truly ever seen..
Seen for who we are..not who just they label us to be..
The biggest illusion is that we live in a society that's free..
I just want for everyone to be happy in the end..with a soul that's far from empty..
They will take whatever they can...they will take it all if you let them..
And for the ones who go before me...I will never forget them...
We use this world 'Love' so lightly...and so often..
But the only two times you truly experience love is at the time of birth or at the stare at a coffin..
It's only 2013..
And I'm still holding onto this dream..
Is anything really what it seems..??
I just want to make it with my team..
I just want to find that somebody who hasn't been with everybody..
Who when I see the cons..they see the pros
Who when I see a dead dark flower..they see a beautiful white rose..
Who when I see the dark..they see the light
Who will tell me 'You'll make it' even when I no longer want to fight
Someone to balance the high with the lows..
And to help remind me...that dreams are something we should never let go..
Your dreams are something you should never let go..~

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